Wednesday, 30 May 2007

Insanityness

There goes my sanity...

Fare thee well O Sanity!
I shall miss thee dearly.
Thou have been a most wonderful companion.
A constant friend, under the glow of the sun and candlelight.
Thou have served me well.
And I have betrayed thee.
'Twas my own wrong doing.
I blame no good gentleman for thy departure.
O cruel fate!
Bring my Sanity back to me.

-Rachel-

*not an original Edenia poem. Written by May's friend Rachel. *wink*

Tuesday, 29 May 2007

You

In friendship
You gave me
A piece of your heart
A piece of yourself
And you trusted me with it

I thank you for that trust
And I must say that I'm touched
To be counted dear enough
To be trusted

I assure you
That I will hold
That trust precious

I will do my utmost best
Not to to fail the friendship test
Nor will I ever intentionally do
Anything that could hurt you

However I must say
That to err is human
And human I am
Thus I apologize in advance
For the bruises I cause
Accidentally or not

Nevertheless take heart
For she who never truly trusted
Never truly knew friendship

So don't be afraid
To trust
Even if you know
The trust could be broken

For one whole piece
In the hands of a true friend
Is worth a thousand broken pieces

So will you do me a favour
And accept a piece of my heart in return?

But wait
I do not have to ask
You have already received
That piece of my heart
When I took yours

I thank you
For trust
And for friendship




Me

Am I sure I know her
Big dreams, flippant, carefree?
Maybe that's just a cover
An image of what I'd love to be.

Maybe all I'm afraid of
Is trusting in someone else.
Afraid of being hurt, afraid to hope,
Afraid you won't love my real self.

I'll make myself vulnerable
Trust my heart to you.
Take a deep breath, sit back and watch
My friend, what will you do?

I'll never know unless I start
Trusting someone else with my heart.

-May-

*not an original Edenia poem. Another one of May's.

Tuesday, 22 May 2007

Terror, the poem

Walau, eh
Terror lah you
This one terror
That one terror
Everything also terror lah you

Why so humble wan?
You don't know you terror meh?
I tell you now lah
You very terror lah
No need shy shy one

Just look at your abilities
Super terror man...
Your girlfriend also terror
Play sports also terror
Everything also terror lah you

Wah, respect respect man...

-Chin Ah Peng, the Fourth Age

*note: language and vocab based on Sarawakian English. For those who don't understand, "terror" in Saranglish can also mean "good", "great", or "extremely worthy of respect".

Saturday, 19 May 2007

Terror Version 2

"Keep quiet!" I told my brother.

The poor boy was shivering and his teeth were chattering from fear and cold.

"I'm sorry," he whimpered with his frail voice.

Our faces were stained from grime, dirt, blood and our tears. We soiled ourselves a few times already. The place stank from rotten rats and piss. Probably ours contributed to the stench.

The footsteps became louder. Pots and plates crashed to the floor as the man overturned the table. As he growled fiercely, he smashed another table.

"Come out you two rascals!" he roared.

"Why is father doing this?" asked my brother as he began to cry again.

I forced my tears down and gulped. "I don't know" was all that I could say.

"I know you're down there!" yelled our father as he purposely stamped his boots into the boarded floor. We could hear him coming nearer to the secret compartment where my brother and I were hiding.

"I'm coming...." he said mockingly. Terror gripped me, and I felt nauseated.

I didn't want to die yet. I didn't want to face my father as his hatred consumes him. I didn't want to see his axe come down on me as he swings it in his drunkenness. I didn't want to see my brother die at my father's hands.

"I'm gonna get you!"

Apprehension struck. I braced myself for death.




Then, the footsteps stopped. I peeped through the cracks of the door. My father propped up a chair, stood on it for a few moments, and kicked it off. His legs trashed around, then finally went limp.

I vomited. After the fit was over, I felt so relieved, I cried and cried. Then I laughed and laughed and cried some more.

"Hey, Julian...." I called my brother. "It's over...."

No response.

"Julian?"

I slowly put my face close to his nose - no breath.

"NO!!!! JULIAN!!!"

My brother had died - he died from terror....

Friday, 18 May 2007

Terror

The little boy cowered under his bed.

Trembling slightly, he willed himself to keep quiet as tears ran silently down his cheeks.

Thud. Thud. Thud.

The heavy footsteps drew closer.

Shaking violently now, the little boy screwed his eyes shut.

Thud. Thud.

The footsteps paused next to the bed.

A horrid chuckle. Then a grunt. Something heavy fell to the floor.

The boy held his breath.

Another chuckle. Then footsteps again, heading away.

Suddenly all was silent.

Calming his trembling body, the boy forced himself to open his eyes.

Slowly, he crawled out from under the bed.

And screamed.


Starlight

Far away
The ship is taking me far away
Far away from my memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

Starlight
I will be chasing your starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore

And hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

My life
You electrify my life
Lets conspire to re-ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive

But I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

Far away
The ship is taking me far away
Far away from my memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Yeah
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

I just wanted to hold...


*
not an original Edenia song, written actually by Muse