Ambivalence

She.
Loves.
Another.
Man.

A.
Man.
Who.
I.
Am.
Not.

A.
Man.
Who.
I.
Cannot.
Match.

A.
Man.
Who.
Is.
My.
Brother.

I.
Am.
Happy.
I.
Am.
Content.

They.
Have.
Been.
Hiding.

I.
Galvanised.
Their.
Honesty.
I.
Brought.
Their.
Loves.
Out.
Into.
The.
Open.

Now.
They.
Are.
In.
Love.

I.
Start.
To.
Regret.

I.
Begin.
To.
Envy.
Them.

But.

Love.
Is.
Sacrifice.

Love.
Is.
Agape.

I.
Self-destruct.
In.
Order.
To.
Preserve.
My.
Friendship.
With.
Her.
My.
Ties.
With.
Him.

I.

Love.

Her....



;( no words can define how I feel. So overjoyed so numb so happy so sad so lost so hurt so satisfied so free...