A familiar feeling haunts me tonight. Restlessness comes close, but not quite; sadness doesn't nail it on the head; not depression, yet my soul feels subdued. I feel immobilized, paralyzed, capable only of sitting in a daze and thinking of you. All of a sudden, I am a vulnerable being again - I could cry at a trigger, and my neediness surfaces. I know what I should be doing, but for this frozen moment, I couldn't care less.

I miss you.