Needing you

I don't want to
But I do
I can't help it
I need you

You are my strength when I am weak
You are the shelter that I seek
Without you I fall asleep

I need you
To be my sunshine
I need you
To hear my whines
I need you
For you I pine
I need you

You are my refuge from the storm
You are my rock when the seas roar
You are my tower when I feel small
You are my eagle with whom I soar

I need you for comfort
I need you for love
I need you to hug and to hold
I need you to smile and be bold

I need you
But you don't need me
I'm sorry
What am I supposed to do?

-Asheroth-

May she

May she
Never grow sick of cotton candy
Never tire of cheerful smiles
Never not have a tissue handy
Never again feel down

May she
Never lose her sense of fun
Never have a tummy-ache
Never ever come to harm
Never live for life's sake

Rather may she
Always know that she is loved
Always show her dimples
Always turn up when dinner's served
Always have no wrinkles

May she
Always fear nothing in life
Aways love the truth
Always (ok, maybe just sometimes) win her arguments
Always have a front tooth

May her
Yes be yes
And her best beat the rest
May her sunny zest for life never dim

May she love and know love
And give and receive joy
May she always go to bed contented
And her dreams make her smile

May she be happy always

-Asheroth-

*for my sister on her birthday =)

Observations of people

My three weeks here have made me realise more personalities than I'd care to know. Nevertheless, it's still amazing to see and interact with such a plethora of different personalities. First I'll introduce my roommate, Fiona, she's the most amazing girl ever, humble,smart, nice. Some other people I don't know but would really want to know more. Some weird( in my perspective) that I'd rather avoid yet would love to understand. People who look too highly upon themselves. People who put others down. People who talk to much. People who don't talk enough. People giving opinions without knowing what they're talking about. People who know but keep to themselves. Which are you? I wanna know you, I'll try not to judge. We're all here, finding ourselves, know it or not. You say you've found yourself? I don't think so.

So I challenge myself, to not judge or hold anyone in contempt. Learn from them. Know them. Understand them. "Wisdom is knowing you don't know anything"

-Angel-



*not an original Edenia post

Guilt

New day, new things to see and do
Yet the feeling I should do something
Or not do something
Pervades me

What is it that I ought to do?
I don't know
What is it that I shouldn't do?
I don't know either
But the feeling remains
Lurking
Gnawing
And I'm clueless

Should I say something instead?
But what is there to say?
And to whom?
That feeling's there too
Vague
Apprehensive
And I'm clueless

For every action
Or inaction
Consequences follow
Guilt comes
I dread the consequences
I seek advice

-SJS DM-

*not an original Edenia post

Flag of Shame

I cry
When I think of it
I die
When I touch it
I'd rather fart in public than be seen with it
What could be worse?
Flag of shame

Oh flag of shame
Oh so divine
Ever Loving,
Tender flag
Oh flag of shame
Oh so divine
That makes
Angels cry

Malu
No face
Shame, shame, shame

-Nathanael Jaboh & Ivan Tan-

*not an original Edenia post. The song was created to make fun of a team's flag in a recent camp. But it's interesting in that "flag" can be replaced with almost any other noun. For example:

I cry
When I think of you
I die
When I touch you
I'd rather fart in public than be seen with you
What could be worse?
Friend of shame

Oh friend of shame
Oh so divine
Ever loving
Tender friend
Oh friend of shame
Oh so divine
That makes
Angels cry


Man, that's insulting. LOL!

Distance

I'm afraid, I don't wanna let you know,
Of the distance that will seperate us,
Not the physical distance,
but..the tears I could not catch,
The moments I cannot share.

What I am afraid will separate us,
Are not the oceans, the mountains,
But not being with you,
When you need me most,
To be your shoulder, your ear, your hand.

But you will always have my heart,
And I yours,
For I still, and always will,
Feel your joy, your pain, your anger.

You are mine, and I'm yours..forever.

-Angel-


*Not an original Edenia poem. Taken from miss89-claire.blogspot.com *wink wink* =)

P/s I love you.

Heartache

Please

For my sake

shut up.

All I want

Is to be somewhere

anywhere

else,

other than in the middle.

And you know

how much it pains me

when you talk about it

when you laugh about it

when you're excited about it.

Because I cannot

fall for your

every claim.

Not anymore.

Consider my feelings

for a change

And all I'm asking for

is your silence

on this matter,

perhaps forever.

Look beyond

my smouldering glare,

Can't you see

my aching heart

present there?

I care

but too much to pretend.

Find someone else

to be your best friend

And leave me alone.

And maybe someday,

we'll be okay

Again.

-Maia-