My cry

I cry out
For guidance
For purpose and direction
For assurance

I scream
At the unknown
As if I could make it go away
With the sound of my voice

I fall on my knees
And humble myself
Ready, waiting,
Afraid

I steady myself
But mistakes scare me
For I am still
Only human

But when I turn
I smile
And laugh sarcastically

For no matter what was
Or is
Or will be

I am already here

-BenGarth-